小花

夢到在忙碌的生活之中

要找時間回台中。但是時間東卡西卡的....很難坐到車。

突然的覺得，

我不會是那個得到幸福的人.....

之一：

夢到全家如同往常在一起，住在一個很不錯(有裝潢過的)大廈裡。

接了很多個deeksha，其中有幾個很有畫面。

我看到了涓涓小溪，還有小草。我覺得那就是我，我就是它。之前瑜伽老師曾跟我說過，我或許對大自然會很有感應喔～

http://www.3ho.org/kundalini-yoga/tantric-numerology/numerology-reading/

Soul of 8

Your main internal blockage is fear. It is said "Spiritual people should be happy", but you say to yourself, "Oh... I can't be happy because...(insert current fear-oriented excuse here!). Your fear keeps you from seeing the joy and happiness in your life. The solution is for you to work on your eighth body and so become totally fearless in dealing with anything that life sends your way. Once you experience that you and God are one and the same, all fear departs. If you connect yourself to your Soul, you will experience your Infinite Identity. Your highest identity lies in experiencing the Infinity within each finite thing, and sharing that experience with others. Your creative essence is to be a healer.

好一陣子沒寫了，最近最值得紀錄下來的就是我又再次陷在不斷懷疑以及矛盾的死胡同裡。

想得太多則空飄不能腳踏實地的執行，被綁住了不得前進。

老師提醒我，要理所當然的去呼吸，不要去思考不要懷疑。

就是理所當然的去享用上天給的恩典(指呼吸，不過我的確會對自己的人生跟天賦存疑)

連續兩年的家庭日，看著同事們的變化...

有個朋友跟我說，他覺得我似乎是個很勇敢的人。

我嚇了一跳，不過想想後好像也的確是這樣。